God’s hand is here. His voice is pounding in my brain. My heart is racing and jumping and flipping and dancing, and its all because of Him. He made me wait on Him, be broken in His presence, linger in His arms and just let Him hold me and this is my reward.
Austin Mayo Montgomery.
Who knows how long God has been working this into my life, but now that Austin is a part of my life, I can’t help but feel incredible joy, God’s Joy. I see His beautiful face reflected in Austin’s very being. I see His face and its so beautiful. The clouds rejoice His praises, the sun shines so bright, just for Him. I can’t help but be astonished that this has even happened to me.
Screw Seasonal Depression. I CHOOSE to be happy because there is no point in being sad. No point to hurting myself. No point in hurting those who love me. So, with them in mind, I declare this to you. No longer will I be bound by the sin that is out to destroy me. Jesus took that and already won the battle. Why should I try to take that back again? No more will I say yes to the evil, fleshly desires of my body. I am wired to worship Christ. So that’s what I’m going to do.
I DON’T NEED YOUR FUCKING SHIT SATAN. YOU HAVE NO HOLD OVER MY LIFE AND YOU CANNOT CONTROL ME BECAUSE I HAVE A POWER, AN ALMIGHTY FATHER WHO IS GOING TO LOVE ME, PROTECT ME, AND NURTURE ME BACK TO WHO HE WANTS ME TO BE. SO YOU CAN JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE.